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Curbside Serenade
03:18
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We got our wires crossed
Separated
Couldn't find our destination
Thought that you had left and just gone home
But then I got word you just might be
Somewhere else inside the building
But I couldn't tell which way to go
The power failed my phone
And I couldn't call you back
So I waited for you there
Had to show you that I cared
And that I would not leave without saying goodbye
Not that I wanted to in truth
I just wanted an excuse
To get another chance to try to make you mine
And ditch this curbside
It was a good day
Unexpected
Fate was dull
I had to tempt it
But I felt it ended way too soon
So then I thought that we should try and get ourselves together again
Maybe then I'd get enough of you
But I don't even know if I'm capable of that
So I waited for you there
Had to show you that I cared
And that I would not leave without saying goodbye
Not that I wanted to in truth
I just wanted an excuse
To get another chance to try to make you mine
And ditch this curbside
I've gotta tell you
You are something new to me
And I am clueless
But I think I might not care at all
'Cause you're the kind I can believe in
Know you'll be there in the deep end
Dive with me
Tonight’s our time to fall
To fall
So I waited for you there
Had to show you that I cared
And that I would not leave without saying goodbye
Not that I wanted to in truth
I just wanted an excuse
To get another chance to try to make you mine
And ditch this curbside
Just ditch this curbside
Let’s ditch this curbside
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3. |
Find You in the Light
03:43
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You never saw the future
You never seemed so unsure
Of anywhere you thought that you belonged
Your lovers let your heart down
But let me calm your eyes now
‘Cause more than you can see it you are strong
If only you could see how much you mean to me
I know you're lonely
And it's getting hard to fight
But I will find you
If it's the final thing I do
So hold your love tight
We weren't made to fade tonight
The dark’s behind you
And I will find you
Find you in the light
I may not have the right words
I never had the answers
And I don’t know the reason that I’m here
But I can tell you one thing
Our struggle’s not for nothing
Our loneliness in light could disappear
If only you could see how much you mean to me
I know you're lonely
And it's getting hard to fight
But I will find you
If it's the final thing I do
So hold your love tight
We weren't made to fade tonight
The dark’s behind you
And I will find you
Find you in the light
I always thought I could treat you better
I'd give you a love that could last forever
So now what do I do, what am I trying to prove
I've gone out on limbs, but can I walk on water
I'll give you the love I have left to offer you
I've got nothing left to lose
I know you're lonely
And it's getting hard to fight
But I will find you
If it's the final thing I do
So hold your love tight
We weren't made to fade tonight
The dark’s behind you
And I will find you
Find you
I always thought I could treat you better
I’d give you a love that could last forever
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4. |
Inform Me
03:21
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What did I do
What did I say
To make you scream and run away
'Cause I swear I don't want to scare you
You're making me manic
I'm lost in a panic
You pushed on me
Like a broken belief
Once part of a person
You said wasn't worthy
To love you now
So you cast me out
But I'm asking you now
What did I do
What did I say
To make you fear and hide your face
You never wanted this
And neither did I
Never the pain and never the fight
What did I bruise
What did I break
To make you scream and run away
'Cause I swear I don't want to scare you from my life
I'm not understanding
For so long you had me
But now you're gone
Like an image not drawn
I wanted a reason
But silence was screamin'
And so was I
When that part of me died
What was left came alive
What did I do
What did I say
To make you fear and hide your face
You never wanted this
And neither did I
Never the pain and never the fight
What did I bruise
What did I break
To make you scream and run away
'Cause I swear I don't want to scare you from me
All the time I wasted wondering
What was oh so wrong with me
It was you who had no room to speak
What did I do
What did I say
To make you fear and hide your face
You never wanted this
And neither did I
Never the pain and never the fight
What did I bruise
What did I break
To make you scream and run away
'Cause I swear I don't want to scare you from my life
No I swear I don’t want to scare you from my life
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5. |
Crash
02:59
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I never thought it would be you who came
Only to tear apart my heart then run away
You saw where I thought we could go
But couldn’t say a simple no
You had to watch me and my soul go up in flames
I will scream
Don't try to keep me quiet
I cannot stand the silence
Too long I've let the wreckage burn into me
And I bleed
The longer that I lie here
You ran and let me writhe here
So little is left inside
And I don't wanna die
I know you thought that you were justified
Putting your hands onto the wheel of my life
You didn’t even stop to think
The damage you would do to me
Would be shrapnel to a soul you set on fire
I will scream
Don't try to keep me quiet
I cannot stand the silence
Too long I've let the wreckage burn into me
And I bleed
The longer that I lie here
You ran and let me writhe here
So little is left inside
And I don't wanna die
You cannot flee the scene without a consequence
It doesn’t matter if it wasn’t your intent
I’m penetrated by your terrible debris
This whole disaster demands your responsibility
I will scream
Don't try to keep me quiet
I cannot stand the silence
Too long I've let the wreckage burn into me
And I bleed
The longer that I lie here
You ran and let me writhe here
So little is left inside
And I don't wanna die
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6. |
Heart Attack
02:59
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I told myself I'd never fall asleep like this again
The anger is too treacherous to take
My arteries are almost tensing tight enough to rend
This bloody tongue has left a bitter taste
My hate is hurting me
My heart can hardly beat
My lungs are clamping shut
And my head hurts too much to think
But I know the One who died for you and me
Is not too far won’t hide outside our reach
These broken bones will slowly start to mend
This hardened heart will learn to love again
I know that you were wrong but that will never make me right
If only you had stopped I would have stayed
I could have stood and stared as all your malice made me blind
But then you would have chained me like a slave
But I know the One who died for you and me
Is not too far won’t hide outside our reach
These broken bones will slowly start to mend
This hardened heart will learn to love again
It's not over
It's not over
This isn’t how the story ends
It's not over
Far from over
How can we trade this second chance
But I know the One who died for you and me
Is not too far won’t hide outside our reach
These broken bones will slowly start to mend
This hardened heart will learn to love again
It's not over
It's not over
This isn't how the story ends
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7. |
Dreams
03:39
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If faith here is ignorance
And hope is desperation
Then love must be outright insanity
The future has been erased
Reality has faded
This nightmare of trying is vanity
But how can I believe a lie
How can I believe a lie
I cannot find the rest that only You can bring
The night is burning on
I know that I must sleep
You woke me up into a world of agony
And everything is gone
But part of me
Part of me still dreams
The light here is withering
My mind is slowly fading
For so many hopes here are incomplete
And all eyes are witnessing
The darkness try to take me
Away from a truth lost so far behind
But how can I believe a lie
I cannot find the rest that only You can bring
The night is burning on
I know that I must sleep
You woke me up into a world of agony
And everything is gone
But part of me
Part of me still
Cannot hear Your lullaby
I’m burning out into the night
This life is a nightmare
But darkness bows before the day
I'm falling back into your grace
God you're all that remains
I cannot find the rest that only You can bring
The night is burning on
I know that I must sleep
You woke me up into a world of agony
And everything is gone
But part of me
Part of me still
Part of me still dreams
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If you're hearing this
We've both already passed
Of all the rhymes I wrote for you
This was the last
I don't know when we'll meet again
But I’ve been told
The things we've done
Will reunite us at the throne
Was I unfair
Was I unkind
The day that I pushed you away
Was I impaired
Was I too blind
To think that I could fall to hate
All I wanted was be a part of you
To know the way you felt inside
And see the proof
No matter what could come to be
I’d still be there
But in the end
I can't believe You’d ever care
And now I know without a doubt
The hard road was the only way
I had to scream to get you out
And live to fight another day
And this is what I have become
I cannot do this all alone
But what would you have said that I
I should have done deep down that night
What if I left you all those times
Turned and pretended everything was fine
But for the record I’m so sorry
If I caused you any pain
And I’d do anything
To bring you back again
Come home
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Running
04:24
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I looked out the window into the snow
The flashbacks started
But they never stopped and wouldn't let go
I wish I could rest when the day’s at its end
But still I'm awake
Stuck in the memory of what we could've been
I thought that I wanted to escape
But running away was a mistake
Can I ever come back to this place
Again
So now I'm traveling this town
If only you could hear me now
You could tell that I was much better off
With you here with me
And even after falling out
I simply can't lay this love down
If you give me one more try
I'll give you more of me than you've ever seen
I walked out the front door into the cold
And when the dark and hard times came
I was afraid to come home
I know that I left so much unsaid
But leaving you there with silent words is still my biggest regret
I thought that I wanted to escape
But running away was a mistake
Can I ever come back to this place
Again
So now I'm traveling this town
If only you could hear me now
You could tell I was much better off with you here with me
And even after falling out
I simply can't lay this love down
If you give me one more try
I'll give you more of me than you've ever seen
How am I supposed to live like this
If I just flee from every scene
Is that the life I want to live
Is that the man I want to be
But rest assured tonight
I'm set everything right
I'm running in reverse now
I need you in my life
So now I'm traveling this town
If only you could hear me now
You could tell I was much better off with you here with me
And even after falling out
I simply can't lay this love down
If you give me one more try
I'll give you more of me than you've ever seen
I thought that I wanted to escape
But where I have gone I'm so displaced
Will I ever see your face
Again
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11. |
You That Guides Me
03:38
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I can't tell where I'm coming from
But I left there with these problems in my head
I seek things that keep going wrong
As though I cannot tell how far I've fallen
And I don't have to say the reason
I just need to let you know that it's true
I'm lost
I've run so far away
Surviving but not safe
Wasn't made to walk this road
Oh God
I'm crying to You now
Please come and take me down
It's only You that can guide me home
Guide me home
I thought these things could bring me life
But they just fell to pieces when I'd hold them
The ways I followed felt so right
But now they leave me beaten sore and broken
And I don't have to say the reason
I just need to let you know that it's true
I'm lost
I've run so far away
Surviving but not safe
Wasn't made to walk this road
Oh God
I'm crying to You now
Please come and take me down
It's only You that can guide me home
Guide me home
To the place where I know I belong
I know I’m by Your side again
I just want to run to Your arms
And know I'm finally found again, ‘cause…
I'm lost
I've run so far away
Surviving but not safe
Wasn't made to walk this road
Oh God
I'm crying to You now
Please come and take me down
It's only You that can guide me home
I've run so far away
Surviving but not safe
Wasn't made to walk this road
Oh God
I'm crying to You now
Please come and take me down
It's only You that can guide me home
Guide me home
Guide me home
Guide me home
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12. |
Change Your Mind
03:24
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Give me one more chance
Let me play this card into your hand
Now it's aces high
And they caught you in their little lies
But you should call their bluff
You'll see they're not so tough
I hope you change your mind
And give this one more try
I hope you'd see the truth
I'm still missing you tonight
So put your hand in mine
We can’t just let this die
I hope you change your mind
And let me in this time
Don't you shut me out
'Cause I'm not about to turn and run
You can give up now
You can hide away from everyone
But you should call my bluff
You'll see I'm not so tough
I hope you change your mind
And give this one more try
I hope you'd see the truth
I'm still missing you tonight
So put your hand in mine
We can’t just let this die
I hope you change your mind
And let me in this time
I’m not your enemy
I know that you barely believed me
When I said I wanted you to stick around
If I did anything
Acted like I’m not what I seem
Then let me just undo it
Just let me prove it to you now
I hope you change your mind
And give this one more try
I hope you'd see the truth
I'm still missing you tonight
So put your hand in mine
We can’t just let this die
I hope you change your mind
And let me in this time
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13. |
Pandora
03:46
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What are you doing now
Dancing on the brink of the forbidden
I feel you breaking ground
Digging for the hurts that I have hidden
And if you let me now
I know that I could never help but open up to you
But when I sing it out
I can't unsay the words and even less deny the truth
I see your open eyes
They're meeting mine the same
But I'm not afraid
I am not afraid
I locked it all inside
But when the dark escapes
Only hope remains
Only hope remains
I built this house of mine
A box of bitter words
And threw away the key
But you told me not to hide
When I said you're not alone
You gave the same to me
And now you're tampering and pulling at my heart
While I'm out drowning in the deep
But I'm not arguing
I'm blinded by the light
But it's worth coming up to breathe
I see your open eyes
They're meeting mine the same
But I'm not afraid
I am not afraid
I locked it all inside
But when the dark escapes
Only hope remains
Only hope remains
And still it's so hard to believe
That you would come this close to me
It seems you caught me by surprise
But I won't question what I've seen
I wouldn’t trade you for anything
I dare the world to tell me why
I see your open eyes
They're meeting mine the same
But I'm not afraid
I am not afraid
I locked it all inside
But when the dark escapes
Only hope remains
Only hope remains
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They say live a life of no regrets
Take a breath and pass the test of time
Kid you’re gonna be just fine
But I’m looking back on such a mess
That if I stare I’ll stay here petrified
In the ruins of my life
They never told me just how easy it would be
To find myself consumed with all this longing left in me
So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore
I thought all was for the taking
Didn’t care who I was breaking just to find
A new way to feel alive
And escape the pain I hated
So I threw my cares away like they were lies
But they’re breaking me this time
I’m hollow and so desperate
The lie of life with no regrets is through
But I wish it weren’t true
For these failures I’m a veteran
Now I know much better than you do
No, you never had a clue
I heard about a way to find new life in me
But finding this forgiveness is just too hard to believe
So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person now
So burn me down
I know that I deserve this
The hurt behind the verses
I can’t hold out
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore
You said I just have to cry out and You’ll be there
And not even my brokenness is lost beyond repair
So burn me down
I’m weary of this burden
I don’t wanna be this person anymore
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The memories inside
Burned like cities in the night
That never turned to ashes
Though they still could feel the flame
And when at last it died
Not a soul was left to find
'Cause everybody fled so they could never feel the pain
I thought I was alone
Wandering for far too long
But I’m not the only one to be abandoned here
I found you in this place
When I wasn’t close to brave
But the only way to love you was to shatter every fear
We only have one shot
We only get one try
Let's show them what we've got
While we still have the daylight
You're worth so much more than anyone will ever know
Your heart is much too beautiful to ever beat alone
I thought I’d tell you so
You're holding every piece
Trying not to let me see
As though you weren't worth the fight to find you in the first
I cannot change your mind
And I wish that I knew why
But I know Christ alone can show you what you're really worth
We only have one shot
We only get one try
Let's show them what we've got
While we still have the daylight
You're worth so much more than anyone will ever know
Your heart is much too beautiful to ever beat alone
I thought I’d tell you so
If all we have is what we're losing here
I'd rather die in love than live in fear
We've only got our shattered souls to give
But Jesus gave His life so we could live
If all we have is what we're losing here
I'd rather die in love than live in fear
We're fading way too fast to have to hide
The weight we carry
All the pain we bury deep inside
We only have one shot
We only get one try
Let's show them what we've got
While we still have the daylight
We only have one shot
We only get one try
Let's show them what we've got
While we still have the daylight
You're worth so much more than anyone will ever know
Your heart is much too beautiful
Just too beautiful to beat alone
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My Heart Lies Bowling Green, Kentucky
The moment a heart believes a lie, it joins in the lying. Our generation is no longer convinced of its worth, having been lied to by society and each other. We are here to work through those lies and tell the truth. We are a punk rock/post rock outfit with a message: that we are dearly loved by our Maker. And we’re not going to stop until we believe the truth. ... more
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